Lego man

Childlike
imagination sets me free
destroys me
do to me what you would
never do
i cannot feel
my plastic shell
protects my plastic soul

Build me up and
Break me down
This is my life
I see the world a million times
through different eyes
I am the lego man

Gas Masks and Ballgowns

Gas masks and ballgowns
Cigarette a smoking gun
what is it that we've become?

Dance the twisted dance of life
Frock a swirling puddle
Retina bleeds
colors that the eye cant see
is this whats become of me?

Desolate and dirty
Wrap it up
Not cellophane
Don't want to ruin the view
They pay alot to hear the lies.

Is this rape?

Shiver
passes down my spine
I know that you are there
but do i run?

Push me up against the wall
My struggle makes you randy
breath is hot agianst my face
is it sour or is it sweet
how am I supost to feel
how am I supost to act

Clammy hands shed from me
my dignity
do you feel like a man
is it better when I fight you
Do you like to hear me scream
Does this feel like it's a dream

Is this pain or is this pleasure?
Is it rape or am I willing
Is there something wrong with me to love the ones who hurt me so?

cannot feel

I cried today
A thousand tears
but you don't care
you cannot feel the wet

It burns
remember how it used to be
so easy
that's a lie
you didn't notice
I tried

the end is always set
just because we don't see it
it is there
was it a tragedy
or convenient
would you say

sleepless
for a while
but sleep will always come
what happens when we close our eyes?
you dissapear
another wasted moment